Gizmo Holland

2000 - 2009
LocationSittingbourne
Age8 years
Date of Birth08/12/2000
Date of Death18/01/2009
Visitors439 since 22/01/2009
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My darling Gizmo. What can Mummy say about you, some might say you were just a dog, but you
weren't, you were more, you were my baby and Mummy loved you like I know you loved me.

I know you couldn't talk, but you had ways of letting Mummy know how much you loved me. My heart is
broken, my bestest boys, Gizmo and Jay (your brother), who also loved you so very dearly, although
we will never forget how you used to tell him off when Mummy shouted at him for being naughty, I
still vision you and Jay messing about and getting in the way and under my feet, but I miss it so
much.

Aswell as our boy, you were Nanny, Guy and Abbie's Gizzy boy, and I will never forget when you lay,
almost dieing, how you smiled at your Nanny, and she will never forget this either.
Your Uncle Guy does not very often show his emotions, but I know and you know Gizmo, that he loved
you so much.
Auntie Abbie also used to make you smile and laugh when she came to the door, as you wanted to kiss
her. She wanted you when you was a puppy, but lucky me, I got you.
Not forgetting, your Nanny Daph, (the reason that we all got blessed with such a wonderful dog) who
also adored you, and was forever asking about you, and asking me to take you round her house so she
could see you. And I am full with regret that I didn't take you round to see her more, because
without Nanny Daph, we would never of had you.

So you see Gizmo, all of us loved you, from the tip of our toes, to the top of our head. Mummy's
heart is broke and I will miss you until the day I die. My best friend, my company, my bed time
cuddle, my hello kiss, whatever the time, whatever the day, you were there for me Gizmo. Your love
was unconditional and so is mine, when Mummy kissed you goodbye I swore to you that I would never
replace you, because that would be impossible anyway. So no need to worry, I will never love, like
I loved you.

Goodnight my darling, Mummy's boy. Wait a while and Mummy will see you soon I promise.


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miss you boy

hey my little man i wish it was even possible for you to understand these words and what they mean but i no words werent needed cos you knew i loved you and you loved me back there was never such a clever dog.
its been almost 4 months now since we lost you but it feels like years since i saw you i try to not keep thinkin of you when you was ill cause that was terrible, in my wildest dreams did i honestly think you were dieing in front of me cause if i had known are days together were up i think i would have cuddled you every secound.
next door have just got a little dog i bet if you were here youd be tellin him off ha ha and them rotten cats that are in our garden, and before mummy goes i have to tell you cos im sure you wont mind lil and joey have chewed them bones you had a job to chew i was happy to watch them playing with them because it made me feel close to you again just for a bit.
goodnight my darling giz see you in my dreams xx

Lucie Holland (Mother) May 13, 2009

mummy misses you

hey my gizzy boy mummy misses you so much ,i cant get you out of my head ,people said losing you would get a little easier with time it hasnt really infact i need you more ,i know you were just a dog people say but you were my dog and i loved you so much it hurts ,i still look for you when i come in the front door even though its been 3 months ,and still miss my cuddles i will forever .
jay dreams of you alot and he tells me all about them ,why cant i dream of you ,i want to so bad ,you must know mummy couldnt see you suffer anymore ,thats why we cant be together on earth at the moment ,but we will see each other again and mummy will give you that big hug i long too ,until then baby boy come visit your mummy soon in my dreams . you know how much i love you xx

Lucie Holland (Mother) March 23, 2009

one month today

hello baby mummys not wrote on here for a bit because i have been really ill mummy has had a chest infection and jay has been ill too probally because we were so low when we lost you ,we both miss you boy so much ,i went to the rec today and watched jay play football and there was a little yorkie playing and chasing hes ball me and guy remembered how funny you were when we threw a ball to you how you used to chase it and then keep it ,no way was you goin to let me have it back cos you knew it was yours you were so clever ,and also cos jay used to keep winding you up with your toys hes still a buggar giz and at least he cant blame you anymore for the naughty stuff he does.
we miss you so much and when i watched that little dog i wanted to cry what am i gonna do without you gizzy ,i hope you are lookin down on me boy so you can see how much mummy is hurtin ,because then ill know you can see how much mummy wants you back in our life you werent just a dog you were my gizmo xxx love you forever think of you all the time.

Lucie Holland (Mother) February 15, 2009

Miss you boy xxx

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Love Auntie Abbie xxx

Mummy To Angel Holland (Aunt) February 11, 2009

i miss you so much

its been 2 weeks now since mummy hasnt seen you and it feels like forever i cant get over it ,all i keep seeing is you laying there in hospital so ill and there was nothing i could do to make you better ,i prayed you would get better but it didnt happen ,i ran round nannys when they told me you werent gettin better because nanny can usually help and make things better but of course she couldnt ,i wanted so badly to bring you home darling ifelt like i let you down and still do ,i know how you loved your house and your mummy and brother ,we loved you too so much and it hurts so bad .
jay says he sees you from time to time but i havent yet if it is you roaming about at home my only wish is please come see mummy because i feel so guilty for leting you go ,i know deep down i shouldnt because you was in so much pain but we loved each other me and you so much that it hurts because i ended that ,i had no choice everyone kept saying it was cruel you suffering but its even more cruel us not being together ,i know you was only a dog as people would say but we know it was more than that dont we .
i could go on and on forever telling you how much i love and miss you ,but i do know one thing you know i did .love you boy your loving mummy sleep tight gizzy xxxxxx

Lucie Holland (Mother) February 3, 2009

my memory of u will always b...only too happy 4a stroke & a lick, &then a bark 2say 'why u stopped?' because id taken my hand away, & wen mummy used 2 not stop & chat cause she had left jays sausages on the side...always a porkypig! U is a lully boy gizzy & deli will miss u...Go play in the breeze, eat all the sausages u desire, u r free from pain we will make sure mummy is ok

Adele Stearns (Family Friend) January 27, 2009

gizzy wizzy

i finally got here giz, not cause i havent wanted to, delis bloody pc playin up! I miss not seeing u in the mornings out with mummy in the car, barking on ya back seat, and some might say u were just a dog, but u were almost human to us, with so much character in u! And if ever i had wanted a dog it would of been just like you...

Adele Stearns (Family Friend) January 27, 2009

Love you giz xxx

Alrite darling,

sorry it took me a week to write anything, I just wanted to think of something good to write, still haven't thought of anything that sounds good enough for a dog as amazing as you were though, so I couldn't leave it any longer in case you thought I didn't care.

I asked mum what she thought I should wirte for you and she said "just write what you are going to miss about him", well about that, quite honestly I don't think theres enough room in this box.

So I'll just leave it as, Giz I'm gonna miss everything about you boy, you were our little star, who helped us when things were bad and always found a way to cheer us up. I'm truly sorry that I didn't come to see you on the Saturday, I thought you were getting better and I'd be able to see you soon, back at home where you belong. When mum got home and told me what you were like I was heartbroken. I couldn't be there on bear to see you the way that you were. I'll just remember that face that I saw on Friday, as I tapped the door of your cage and said "I love you, see you soon"

I miss you Giz and I'll never stop, you were the closest thing that I ever had to a brother, and I'll always remember you as that, a brother, you were more than just a dog.

Love you and I'll see you again one day.

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Jay Holland (Owner) January 25, 2009

mummys heart is broken

hello my darling gizmo ,its been one week now since mummy lost you and its true my heart is broken ,i lay in bed this morning just laying there cuddling the spot where you used to lay ,memories going round in my head of you ,thats all i have ,there werent any need to get up ,ididnt need to let you out for a wee.
so i just layed and cried ,everyday when i first wake up i hope that losing you is a terrible dream and wait for you to give me a kiss like you used to when you knew mummy was awake but i dont happen .
Its not just the cuddles i miss its how you used to come with me and take jay to school and if you didnt come out with me how you used to be waiting for me to come in the door so happy as if we had been apart for years ,our cuddles our kisses our dances we used to do when we had the music on ,if mummy danced and sang to you it was funny how excited you got.
mummy is a bit deaf aint i giz and now i dont have you to tell me theres someone at the door or the phone is ringing ,but ithink tea time is the hardest how you used to get excited when we went to your cupboard then constantly lick my leg to say i love you mum thanks for my dinner ,this is why it was so hard for me when you stopped eating ,cos my little fat boy was getting so skinny ,i knew there was somthing wrong but i was hoping you had a sore mouth like the vet said ,but it was worse my boy much worse ,your kidneys had failed you and how much i knew you wanted to come home with your mummy you just couldnt get better and that was heartbreakin ,i cant beleive i will never see you again you were my bestfreind .
people say time is a healer but its not helped me yet i know its erly days but the love we had for each other i will never forget you were such a huge part of my life that is why my heart is broke ,i pray that one day i will see you again for your sake as much as mine cos we truely loved didnt we giz .love mummy xx

Lucie Holland (Mother) January 25, 2009

I used to love the way, that when I stroked you, when Id finished, you would bark and growl at me!!..What a gorgeous little doggy!!..You will be missed, but you are now in heaven looking after Baby Angel!! RIP Gizzy Wizzy!! xxx

Nicola Perkins (Family Friend) January 24, 2009
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